Finished one project, moving on to the next, which is a draft of my final essay for the Thesis Research class, and I realize I have no idea what I’m doing.  I discussed this not-knowing thing before, but it’s actually much more than that, as it turns out.  Specific design goals?  Methodology?  Propositions? whaaaaat??

I think instead of staring at a blank screen for 4 hours, I’m going to take a nap.  At the individual conference (in 4.5 hours) I’m just going to level with Prof H.

“I don’t know what to write.  I don’t know what I’m doing.  I probably shouldn’t have started it 5 hours ago,” I’ll say.

I’m banking on him liking my previous work and saying that my essays were “a joy to read” and “excellent.”  Maybe he’ll be lenient.

Also I think I’m having an out of body experience, right now.